Reclaiming My Voice: A Journey from Silence to Purpose

I didn’t plan to take a break from social media. There was no dramatic exit, no final post, and no announcement about a digital detox. I simply felt something inside me say, “Not right now,” and I listened.

Understanding My Reasons for Silence

There was no specific trigger for my break. No single post that made me spiral, and no algorithm shift that pushed me away. It was quieter than that. More internal. There was a tug on my spirit—a signal from my body and mind that I needed some breathing room. It wasn’t about disappearing; it was about pausing. It was about recalibrating.

In the stillness, I discovered powerful lessons.

The Noise I Didn’t Know I Was Drowning In

Stepping away made me realize how much energy social media consumed in my life. It wasn’t just the hours spent scrolling; it was the mental headspace too. I felt the subconscious pressure of likes, comments, and shares. The need to perform, remain relevant, and post or risk being forgotten was suffocating.

As someone whose livelihood depends on exposure, that fear felt very real. I hesitated for months, believing that if I wasn’t active, people would think my business, Ryan Glass Productions (RGP), was on pause—or worse, completely over. But it turns out, that couldn't be further from the truth.

Business Boomed. Clarity Bloomed.

During my four weeks away, my business actually boomed. I was more focused, selective, and in control of my schedule and energy. I had too many projects in the pipeline, which allowed me to turn down more opportunities than I accepted. That’s a gift I don’t take lightly. It’s a result of years of dedication—showing up, grinding, learning, failing, creating, and building something I believe in.

While I was invisible online, my belief in myself skyrocketed offline. I remembered that I’m not here to prove my worth to the world. I’ve already done that through my work. The countless videos that began as raw clips transformed into powerful, emotional stories. Stories that resonate, stories that sell, and stories that serve.

If You Don’t Share It, Did It Happen?

In today’s world, if you don’t post it, it’s like it didn’t happen. I understand this sentiment, especially as someone in the video industry. People need to see it to believe it. But belief is a strange thing—it’s often rooted in the unseen. It’s rooted in faith and intuition.

Just because something isn’t visible on your feed doesn’t mean it’s not happening in your life. Some of the best feedback I’ve received came off the record—a client telling me, “You captured something no one else could,” or a friend sharing that they watch every video I post with their spouse, even if they never double-tap. Remember, support doesn’t always look like engagement...and that’s absolutely okay.

Reclaiming My Platform On My Terms

So, why return now?

Because I’m ready to use this platform how I want to use it. Not according to the algorithm's demands or how other creators do. And certainly not how I think I should to stay in business.

This space belongs to me. And I’m using it to:

• Share important stories

• Highlight people, organizations, and missions I believe in

• Provide insights and strategies to help others grow their business and themselves

• Celebrate creativity, growth, humility, and impact above vanity metrics

  
  

I want my corner of the internet to be a pause in the endless scroll. A deep breath. A reminder of what’s real.

Rediscovering My Why

When I started Ryan Glass Productions full-time in 2018, my “why” was simple: I wanted to pursue my passion and do something I loved for a living. Back then, I was inexperienced, unproven, and entirely self-taught. But I was hungry, determined, and passionate.

Now, I’m more seasoned. I’ve built a strong portfolio and have collaborated with dozens of clients. I’ve balanced full-time jobs while scaling my dream. I've made mistakes, learned from them, and emerged stronger.

My “why” has transformed. Today, it’s about alignment. It’s about living and building a business that reflects who I am, my values, and how I want to spend my time. My focus is on freedom, intention, and legacy.

In a few years, I hope to look back at this blog post the same way I look back on myself in 2018—with a smile and a quiet pride for having the courage to begin.

The Break Wasn’t the End - It Was the Spark

Taking a break did not derail my career; instead, it reignited my purpose. I’m back, not to chase attention, but to share it. To tell stories that resonate with people. To remind creatives that success isn’t defined by algorithms. It’s defined by peace, clarity, and passion.

Above all, I aim to continue building a community that believes in what we can't always see...but feel.

Thank you for being part of this journey.

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—Ryan